The month of May is almost adieu and so much has happened in so little time...
School ended like I have wished I passed most of my classes except for one so I'll have to retake two classes and find an internship which is pretty much what I am planning to do lately. I was suppose to graduate this spring but since I wasn't able to find an internship I probably won't be able to graduate til next April which is good because I might be able to have my mom see me graduate since she didn't get to see me walk for my high school graduation.
I got a job working for a tech support company and its been great because I've been learning a lot about technology and I've been getting paid to mess with technology... :D Although I am just in training and have to pass three test. It is now the forth week and in the second test and I didn't pass... seeing the "you did not pass" in the computer screen was traumatic not in the sense of the word but more distressing and distracting to my seemingly thought out 'plan'.
I have hoped and planned that I'll pass: work until Dec, save up, move to Florida in January to work for Disney, graduate in April 2012, then move to Philippines or where ever I find a job. :) This plan might not be definite because I still have a second chance to pass the test and my plan can take into affect. But I guess I won't know the fate of my future until Monday the 23rd of May. Until then I'll be in suspense. :(
Speaking of the blues, my roommates have noticed that "I haven't been smiling lately, no appetite, no motivation, you just seem empty". I guess it could be true I have been feeling blue lately. I just don't want to do anything but sleep. I pretty much just forced myself to wake up for school, work and church. I was in attendance but I didn't feel I was all there. I guess I did try to be 'happy' but sometimes its just so hard to be truly happy.
Friday, May 20, 2011
Monday, April 11, 2011
'The weekend and the dreaded Monday'
I had a wonderful weekend...
.went out with a friend and he is so much fun but his so unpredictable so I don't really know where that will go
.made tons of food but not very many people showed up to eat it :(
.went to a natural hot springs in the snow... in all honesty I didn't like the hike up but the hike down ain't too bad, bathing in the hot springs was so wonderful...
It opened up my pores, and it was such a relaxing time.
.made dinner for my Pinoy friends on Sunday too bad not very many people can come
.sang karaoke
.had a girls night with the roomies and watched Narnia
... overall it was a good weekend...
Monday is so not my favorite day...
... Monday means homework are due
... Test and quizzes are due
... The day seem so full
... It feels never ending
... I'm always so tired
... Just can't wait for the day to be over...
Sunday on the other hand is my FAVORITE..
... I get to dress up and feel pretty
... Church is always so uplifting
... A time to be with friends and family
... A time to relax
... Forget about responsibilities
... Serve others
... Faith increase
... It's just such a good day always...
I have so much things in my mind right now its so hard to focus in school. I still need to finish all my homework but I can't seem to do it. I should and need to focus but why is it so darn hard? Why do I keep worrying about boys and caring what they think? Why can't I just love myself and immerse myself with serving others. One day I will be able to just live my life to the best of my ability and look back through the past and say what an adventure! That is my goal to have adventures that help me be a better me...
Adventures I'd like to do...
Travel the world
Work for a hotel
Take more pictures
Blog more
.went out with a friend and he is so much fun but his so unpredictable so I don't really know where that will go
.made tons of food but not very many people showed up to eat it :(
.went to a natural hot springs in the snow... in all honesty I didn't like the hike up but the hike down ain't too bad, bathing in the hot springs was so wonderful...
It opened up my pores, and it was such a relaxing time.
.made dinner for my Pinoy friends on Sunday too bad not very many people can come
.sang karaoke
.had a girls night with the roomies and watched Narnia
... overall it was a good weekend...
Monday is so not my favorite day...
... Monday means homework are due
... Test and quizzes are due
... The day seem so full
... It feels never ending
... I'm always so tired
... Just can't wait for the day to be over...
Sunday on the other hand is my FAVORITE..
... I get to dress up and feel pretty
... Church is always so uplifting
... A time to be with friends and family
... A time to relax
... Forget about responsibilities
... Serve others
... Faith increase
... It's just such a good day always...
I have so much things in my mind right now its so hard to focus in school. I still need to finish all my homework but I can't seem to do it. I should and need to focus but why is it so darn hard? Why do I keep worrying about boys and caring what they think? Why can't I just love myself and immerse myself with serving others. One day I will be able to just live my life to the best of my ability and look back through the past and say what an adventure! That is my goal to have adventures that help me be a better me...
Adventures I'd like to do...
Travel the world
Work for a hotel
Take more pictures
Blog more
Monday, April 4, 2011
Its already April...
I can't believe how time passed by so fast
I shall try to post even when I always say I will do it.
I shall do it!!
The past couple months have been really challenging, my testimony has been tested many times and I'm glad to know that no matter what I will have faith in the Lord and everything will work out in the end. Trusting the Lord is sometimes hard for me. It's easy for me to trust people but sometimes I'm just too trusting but when I'm let down I quickly loss that trust. I don't quite understand why I can't trust the Lord with all my mind and heart when he never lets me down, he always have my back, always guide and answers my question. For some reason I just falter quite often than not. I need to be better and really trust in the Lord. Life might be challenging but it is for our own good.
Monday is always hard for me. Its the day after Sunday when you feel all uplifted by the spirit and you feel you can go another week through life but once the sun rises on Monday morning life just hits you with all its responsibilities and needs for you. Homework and projects are usually due so I have to do a all night-er at times to finish incomplete work. I don't know why but I'm the worst procrastinator in the world. I really do procrastinate til the last minute literally the "last minute" I've been trying hard not to do it but I still do it anyway. I made a goal in January to not procrastinate any longer and its April and I'm still in the same place. I will one day overcome this weakness and all others to be precise.
Overall even though life is such a struggle lately I'm glad to have friends and roommates that I can lean on. God really do put "angels" in our life to lift us from our own burden for even just a speck of time we will feel at peace with ourselves. At times I wish those angelic moments never went away so we don't have to feel the trying times that leave us helpless. Life is a struggle but we should continue on with a smile on our face and enjoy each day as if it is our last.
I shall try to post even when I always say I will do it.
I shall do it!!
The past couple months have been really challenging, my testimony has been tested many times and I'm glad to know that no matter what I will have faith in the Lord and everything will work out in the end. Trusting the Lord is sometimes hard for me. It's easy for me to trust people but sometimes I'm just too trusting but when I'm let down I quickly loss that trust. I don't quite understand why I can't trust the Lord with all my mind and heart when he never lets me down, he always have my back, always guide and answers my question. For some reason I just falter quite often than not. I need to be better and really trust in the Lord. Life might be challenging but it is for our own good.
Monday is always hard for me. Its the day after Sunday when you feel all uplifted by the spirit and you feel you can go another week through life but once the sun rises on Monday morning life just hits you with all its responsibilities and needs for you. Homework and projects are usually due so I have to do a all night-er at times to finish incomplete work. I don't know why but I'm the worst procrastinator in the world. I really do procrastinate til the last minute literally the "last minute" I've been trying hard not to do it but I still do it anyway. I made a goal in January to not procrastinate any longer and its April and I'm still in the same place. I will one day overcome this weakness and all others to be precise.
Overall even though life is such a struggle lately I'm glad to have friends and roommates that I can lean on. God really do put "angels" in our life to lift us from our own burden for even just a speck of time we will feel at peace with ourselves. At times I wish those angelic moments never went away so we don't have to feel the trying times that leave us helpless. Life is a struggle but we should continue on with a smile on our face and enjoy each day as if it is our last.
Friday, January 7, 2011
School Beginnings
Its the new year... and last semester of my college years...
back to waking up early, striving to go to bed early
Eating fast-(made)-food
Bringing my bulging book bag around
trying to add two classes but I'm on wait-list
financial problems that just won't let me be
job hunting that's turning me into a vampire
but overall I feel like
I've accomplished a lot by the end of this year...
Its back to school and end of the week..
So happy its the weekend!!!
back to waking up early, striving to go to bed early
Eating fast-(made)-food
Bringing my bulging book bag around
trying to add two classes but I'm on wait-list
financial problems that just won't let me be
job hunting that's turning me into a vampire
but overall I feel like
I've accomplished a lot by the end of this year...
Its back to school and end of the week..
So happy its the weekend!!!
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Goals and Resolutions
I have found in life that I never keep my resolutionbut I'm more likely to accomplish a goal.
This year instead of having resolutions,
I'm going to focus on my life goals...
upon an action or course of action,
the resulting state, determination, strong will,
purpose and intent.
goal: the result or achievement toward
which effort is directed, purpose of an action,
ambition, intention, cause and meaning
Lets define:
resolution & goal
resolution: the act of resolving or determiningupon an action or course of action,
the resulting state, determination, strong will,
purpose and intent.
goal: the result or achievement toward
which effort is directed, purpose of an action,
ambition, intention, cause and meaning
GOALS for the year 2011
1. Be more organize
since I was little I've always been messy,
this year is my attempt to be more neat and tidy
2. Be more positive
I always see glass as half empty and I should try to see it as half full.
try not to beat myself so much if nothing goes as plan
3. Be healthier
I need to eat more vegetables and exercise more...
4. Read More
I use to love to read and I need to get that love back... :)
5. Go to bed early and get up early
I'm known to sleeping late and getting up late
so this year will be different
6. Help out more
Try to ask people if they need help
7. Don't Procrastinate
I'm the queen of procrastination and
I shall change
8. Be More Religious
I'm religious but not enough...
9. Travel
Try to visit home and family
10. Get over some insecurities
Be more confident and believe in myself more.
Good goals for the year I hope to accomplish this all.
Will see in January 2012 how I did... :)
1. Be more organize
since I was little I've always been messy,
this year is my attempt to be more neat and tidy
2. Be more positive
I always see glass as half empty and I should try to see it as half full.
try not to beat myself so much if nothing goes as plan
3. Be healthier
I need to eat more vegetables and exercise more...
4. Read More
I use to love to read and I need to get that love back... :)
5. Go to bed early and get up early
I'm known to sleeping late and getting up late
so this year will be different
6. Help out more
Try to ask people if they need help
7. Don't Procrastinate
I'm the queen of procrastination and
I shall change
8. Be More Religious
I'm religious but not enough...
9. Travel
Try to visit home and family
10. Get over some insecurities
Be more confident and believe in myself more.
Good goals for the year I hope to accomplish this all.
Will see in January 2012 how I did... :)
New Year.... New Post... Recap
I have decided to start new and be a better blogger
Can't believe its already a new year again.
Today Marks as January 1, 2011... 1/1/11
I hope it will be good year much better than 2010
Only....
4 months til I graduate
6 months til my 24th birthday
12 months til Christmas and New Year, 2012
5 years til my High School Reunion.
In the Year 2010
I spent the ending of 2009 with my family in the Philippines
January-June was just my months
spent saving up for my summer trip to the Philippines
I spent 40 days in the Philippines
August - went back to classes
September - just another month
October - first time I dressed up for a Halloween party I was a 20's girl
November - Thanksgiving with Kimmi's family (roommate) and Friends
December - cramming for finals, dinner parties, presents giving,
went to CT for the holidays to my aunts & uncle...
for x-mas I got lots of clothes, cooking stuff, apron,
..... and many more
even Santa got me a cookbook (Joy of Cooking)
Can't believe its already a new year again.
Today Marks as January 1, 2011... 1/1/11
I hope it will be good year much better than 2010
Only....
4 months til I graduate
6 months til my 24th birthday
12 months til Christmas and New Year, 2012
5 years til my High School Reunion.
In the Year 2010
I spent the ending of 2009 with my family in the Philippines
January-June was just my months
spent saving up for my summer trip to the Philippines
I spent 40 days in the Philippines
August - went back to classes
September - just another month
October - first time I dressed up for a Halloween party I was a 20's girl
November - Thanksgiving with Kimmi's family (roommate) and Friends
December - cramming for finals, dinner parties, presents giving,
went to CT for the holidays to my aunts & uncle...
for x-mas I got lots of clothes, cooking stuff, apron,
..... and many more
even Santa got me a cookbook (Joy of Cooking)
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